Just wanted to say that after all, I change the theme and everything.
Perhaps just some default stuff in here, because this edit just disturbs me.
R.
29/11/2025
Update about blog visual
Why people actually hates on Muslim fighters (and globally on Muslims)
So, here's the thing you guys, about West hating on Muslim people.
Let's start with that sad fact, that Western people were ALWAYS hateful to different things. Brah can you imagine how much stuff I hate? I guess you do.
And what's even more alarming that most of WHITE people hates on different things.
So, there's the thing that people usually fears of things they can't understand. I get it.
I fear socialising because I DO NOT UNDERSTAND PEOPLE!!! Whether they are White, Black, Purple... (well, maybe I would understand Purplies, I love purple colour most.)
I get that people are scared of disabled people. Dude without leg is just scary. I literally have childhood trauma from dude who was legless and always purposelly put his stump on crutch (he had this old one triangle crutch) whenever I passed him with my mother. He bloody knew what he was doing, I was later told that he does it on purpose to scare people (kids?)
Besides ... how the hell to talk with disabled people (who actually can talk, of course) without them or their friends or absolutely unrelated internet people, to whine about disrespect? It's just... difficult. You are curious, but any question can be a missile. And you don't want this, unless you're masochist.
So, what's easier? Yes, to be hateful. To shift focus from your bullshit to other people's bullshit, so you can feel less disturbed by your own bullshit. Which is just, bullshit.
Then there's history of White people and colonisation of America continent and all the wiping out the original residents of said continent. Most of guys saw these people as a threat, because they were just different from what they knew. I don't know where the instinct to "kill this unknown creature" came from, though and I don't like it. Of course there were people who tried to understand.
I'ts pretty portrayed in Dr. Quinn series by the way. (Though yeah, it's a little bit cringe and some stuff also unrealistic given the medicine level back then.) There is portrayed how White people viewed Indians, how they viewed African born, how said people of colour tried to fit in...
And so here is the hate towards Muslim (fighters).
I recently read webpage about muslims life and some stuffs are really fucking backwarded and some just... disgusting.
For example, the website states, that, according to Islam, woman can't say no to her husband, unles she's ill or on her period. Which is for me, as woman, just... bro.
Also, before I discovered, or rather, confirmed, that I am indeed ACE, I always more or less forced myself. Because I was trying to be "normal" and because I didn't want to see sour faces, and because "it belongs to relationship". I didn't want to be rude. So I followed the flow. Even if I wasn't in the mood and just... didn't feel like having any form of sex.
Which is what, allegedly, Muslim woman must also put up with. Saying, "no Abdullah I am not in the mood tonight" is, according to that web, some sort of insult to Allah or whatever. It's just... unhinged.
And it. IS. Pretty. DISGUSTING! Like...
I know: different era, different culture, different whatever, but you just can't do it with baby, man, come on. Wait when she's at least legal... (welp, the legality of having sex was established in modern age as far as I know...)
From modern (Western) point of view, it's just, Mohammed being paedophile and it's wrong thing to do. End of story.
Of course, few hundreds years ago it was mostly normal even in Western culture. ....For royal families...
King Carl Quatro got married with Blanche of Valois when they were six years old - though they didn't consummate their marriage, logically.
Last wife of King Carl Quatro was fourteen when she married him while he was alredy over fifty.
And yes, it's bloody odd as well. But... why 14 years old girl feels less weird than 9 years old girl... I don't know.
From Muslim's point of view - according to the webpage,- woman is marriageable (is that even word?) as soon as her first period happens. However backwarded it is.
(So, Aisha perhaps was early flower and got her period when she was 9. Poor girl.)
But, let's be even more narrow, Islam is all made up and written by a man and men mostly thinks with their testicles, right?
But let's just not talk about thinking through testicles and medical stuff about how vagina is developing during girl's growing...
Or about that nonsense that young girls who are still growing up (both physically and mentally) are better to breed up than fully grown woman...
Let's talk about the actual hate towards Dagestani fighters.
I don't even know how did I get to it, but I discovered that MMA Guru (dude with ugly beard who is apparently more hateful than Sean Strickland, me and Andrew Tate together) got into some beef with another youtuber and ... practically with everyone.
Because Islam Makhachev DARED to win Welterweight title over Jack Della Maddalena.
And this dude with ugly beard had this stuff namecalling Islam Makhachev and talking shit about him being inbred and goatfucker and I don't know what else. (Though it's a little bit ironic because Islam is GOAT of UFC at this point, so calling him goatfucker is a little... well, ironic.)
While he was being online streaming his reaction about said fight.
And people, logically, disliked it.
Because, yeah, think whatever you like, but ... shut the fuck up. At least when you're streaming. I know, emotions and whatever, but as far as I know, it's not only MMA Guru thing.
Islam, Khabib and other Dagestani fighters are often namecalled by UFC fans. And I understand, why.
I understand that this religion and culture is a bit... well not for weak stomachs.
I have (obviously) a lot of opinions about Islam (not Makhachev, that religion).
BUT.
But there is the BUT.
There is difference between explaining what disturbs me and why, and namecalling because dude won the belt over other dude.
I got into the disturbing stuff about Aisha and Prophet Mohammed and women disallowed to say no to sex.
It is what most of Western people won't get over, because, women fought for their freedom of choice for ages and there still are men who would establish those rules if they could in one, two.
I'm not saying everyone, bro, we indeed had (have) those fucked up cases with Christians molesting their own kids and priests molesting ministrants and it's just, the same disgusting stuff. Sure, Atheists do that too. People are just weird.
And normal people are honestly horrified. Whether it's Muslim, Christian, black or white. Or any other colour and religion. (Although, as far as I noticed -I am big watcher of True Crime podcasts- the religious dudes and dudesses are the worst in this whole crap. Mostly dudes, because, as we said, men thinks with their testicles.)
People who seems to be only focused on Muslims doing stuff like that to their women and chilldren, it doesn't mean they don't acknowledge what's going on on our end. And as for the saying that Whites (generally) commits said crimes more than Muslims is because Muslims covers it up. It won't end up in worldwide news. Rarely. But even the rarely is enough for people to be horrified.
Perhaps, because some of those people would like to believe that it's not happening elsewhere.
There's also often said that (I don't know how much it is true or not) Muslims never attacked White women or children in any way. I better to do research, some statistics or whatever, because, I just DON'T. KNOW.
I know about some cases with White woman married Muslim dude because he was nice, charming, blahblahblah... and he then beat the shit outta her and restricted her and shit like that, but I don't know about street cases.
Then, there is the disturbing stuff with goats (also sheep). I don't know and I DON'T WANT to know if some of Dagis ever DID relieve themselves with any kind of animal. I DON'T WANT TO KNOW, OKAY?
But truth is, it's allowed... Or at least, it was allowed and perhaps even still is.
(Note - I must google it out)
For West, it's also disgusting. Sure we HAVE zoophilia stuff going on, because people are just unhinged, but for majority, it's just awful. And also, it's crime. In West and perhaps in other cultures and ... I better to do research but I never heard of any other religion or culture except Islam/Middle East to be allowed to have. sex. with. animals.
Another, but not unusual! and not even this disturbing, bro... is marrying cousins.
Dagestan-haters have problem with Khabib Nurmagomedov married his DISTANT cousin. They somehow left out that she wasn't his FIRST cousin. But hundred times removed. From different family branch. They only see the word COUSIN.
And, hey, I understand that it's a bit weird, but, just look at Habsburgs.
Look at Whittaker family. (I'm NOT talking about Robert Whittaker)
Look at ancient Egypt, where girl married her Pharaoh dad, gave birth to Pharaoh's son, which was also Pharaoh's grandson and because girl was also Pharaoh's sister, she gave birth not only to her son, but her cousin and nephew... and then she married that boy when he was Pharaoh... brah.
I somehow believe marrying your cousin-hundred-removed is less evil than this unhinged ancient Egypt mess.
If someone was truly inbred, it was dude who built great pyramid and his sons.. and whatever else they were.
And Habsburgs.
Of course there perhaps are some crossmarriages out of ...uhm...necessity, it's small country etc... but, boy, do you have their DNA results? I doubt that.
And, after all, whoever Islam or Khabib married, how old she was, if they relief on goats or whatever bullshit is said about Muslims whether it's based on facts or not, it has nothing to do with how they fights.
It has completely nothing to do with the results. Islam Makhachev is Welterweight champion.
Deal with it.
As for me, I FIND Islam (the religion) very disturbing because of its view of women. I read that Aisha was badass, educated, and whatever, but, it doesn't mean that other women were or are allowed to be educated and whatever.
Hell they're still victimised! They're not allowed to fight back when man attacks them!
Heck I wish someone would just get it together and learn Muslim women self-defense. And allow them to do combat sports professionally. It's not like they must sport in bra and shorts, there are options.
(And if you guys find distracting that women's clothes are tight, then just learn to ignore that.
If you can train your self-control over this and that, you can train your self-control over women wearing tighter clothes!)
So, lets TL;DR
People (majorly Western) are scared of things they don't know or understand.
Instead of trying to know and understand, they try to insult it or chase it away -in the better scenario.
Islam Makhachev won Welterweight title over Jack Della Maddalena.
Dude who calls himself MMA Guru called Makhachev names while streaming.
Other youtuber called him out for it.
They have a beef, chicken and whatever.
I get why MMA Guru (why the heck is he even calling himself that, ffs) might be uncomfortable with Muslims.
I get why people in general are hateful towards Muslims (however hypocritical it is.)
Islam (the religion) truly HAS disturbing ...rules, history, idk.
I don't like those things too, I'm weirded out, horrified, disgusted.
Anything said DON'T excuse MMA Guru to spit and spew on Islam Makhachev JUST BECAUSE HE WON THE BELT!!!
Say normally "I don't like this and that, because I find it disgusting and weird and dude would be jailed in here."
and go on.
Focus on the fight, bro.
R.
Font.... (not Rob)
Guys... THE WHAT I've been thinking back then with that Schwabach font? (Or whatever it's spelled).
I can't even read it after myself. It's like having dysgraphia online. Bro, I don't even post on this blog, but, when I do, It's bloody event of the year.
What the hell was wrong with me, did I really think it's cool? Was I too "Goth" 2years ago? I mean I'm too old for this crap, but, well... anything can happen when you're mentally ill.
I won't edit it, though. I let it there as eternal reminder of my continual cringeness.
Wonder if I ever mature enough to not be cringe.
Perhaps never.
Whatever.
It is what it is, I should maybe deal with it.